I try to remain unfazed as I; stumble through a mystical daze
and I’ve been counting the repetitive days I’ve spent
avoiding myself altogether
I just needed a little bit of your attention
but I think that I’ve maybe forgotten to mention
the reason why
I knew you’d hurt me, yeah, I used to dissect myself all on my own
cut me open insert me;
into your collection can’t do it alone
all I can do
is try to make sure that I don’t turn into
something I can't deny
I don’t want to be
for you for you, for anyone
especially not me,
oh god, what have I done
I’m running out of time
I’m losing sight
of what drew me to
your unholy light
and I fear that I have strayed too far
I think that I am inside your killing jar
fluttering….fluttering fluttering…..
Guayaba’s up late again, not gonna deny it I been contemplating my fate again, close my eyes count to ten, maybe one day I can spread my wings without pain again, but then who would I have to blame, for burning myself upon unruly candleflame, I haven’t learned anything, so thats why I suffer why everything stays the same
mount me on your wall, la muñeca I’m your doll
but I might just break ya shelf, cuz I’m the biggest one of all, but
you knew allodat that goin in,
like me a lot but you won’t tell your friends, maybe you’ll try to make amends,
but you deprived me of oxygen
Just a beautiful jazzy rap album with buttery smooth flows versed with huge talent. It's not only lovely to the ears, but the lyrics are profound and empowering about the struggles that she faces. zhangtastic